Happy New Year everyone. I wish you all the love and luck and happiness in the world. I wish you an amazing year and I hope you win the lottery and attain everything your heart desires.
And you, I have to let you go.
The problem with being borderline in love with one of your best friends and violently denying it for six months is that eventually, he's going to find someone else, and eventually, you're going to have to accept it. Even if seeing them together is like a block of ice in your stomach. Even if you shake and shiver thinking about having to be around them for hours on end. And you know you've left it too late, you know he's moved on and something's changed and it's the worst feeling in the world. And at a time when you should be looking forward and being excited for the new year you dread waking up in the morning and things being the same hell they have been since you found out.
So, this ends here. I'm letting you go. I wish you nothing but the best but she's on my shitlist for life.
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