Afterthought.

I have a hard time just letting things happen.

Maybe because it's because I'm so headstrong that I don't like to let things I have no control over just happen anyway. I like to have the ability to yell 'woah woah woah, what the shit?' if it gets to be too much and to be heard and to have that acknowledged.

Lately it feels like I've been sat on the sidelines struggling to follow the storyline. I can't really grasp any of it because it's constantly changing and seems so blurry.